So if you live your life in a three piece suit,
In a cocktail dress, or combat boots
You pick your path and you walk your truth
And the world will come round to you.

Pop the cork, a champagne glass
Raise to the future, drink to the past
Thank the Lord for the friends he cast,
In the play he wrote for you.

Monday, August 23, 2004

In the midst of a few personal goings-on at this point. Rather, I hit the point where I started to re-evaluate a lot of things that are important to me and what things mean to me and hrm...I guess just a huge pot-pourri pile of stuff.

So here's what I've come up with...

I'm a dork. I have so many interests but I really only focus on work.

I'm boring. I don't do anything unless provoked. I'm content sitting at home and just doing something simple like blogging...but I'll go out to movies, dinners, climbing, etc when asked.

I never know where to go for dinners or places to hang out.

I can't hold a beat; I'm a terrible dancer.

I like to be fashionable, but I tend to be 2-4 seasons behind. I think only 1 person I've ever talked to said I have good fashion sense.

I have long hair. I think my hair line is receeding. I should cut my hair.

I'm always so focused on getting ahead to the next job to the next...something or other. I'm always looking at greener grass and I never see what's in front of me. I may be one of those people that spends their whole life looking for the end of a rainbow. That scares me. I don't know when to be content and when to be ambitious.

I have crappy communication skills.

I'm a mess. My room's a mess.

I hate confrontation. I wish people would just understand me than have me understang them sometimes.

I want to travel. I really really want to get out of here sometimes.

I want to get back in touch with my religion. I've put it on the backburner for so long and I know that without God, my life is just empty. I miss that part of my life.

I really care about my bf. When he's not around, I wish he was. When something important comes up in my life, I want to tell him. And despite how it feels like sometimes we can just never ever get through to each other, I know that I'll still care in the end.

I think my friends are the greatest, esp the ones that have managed to put up with my constant rants and worries throughout the years they've known me. I needed someone there and they step in.

I'm terrified of thriller/suspense/horror/anything-non-romantic-comedy-or-disney movies.

I want to lose weight. No likes my flabbiness.

I like money; I can't afford me and my expenditures at the rate I go.

I'm tired...so very very tired right now. :(

I think I'm going to give up trying to put myself in words for now and start anew tmrw.
....come to think of it, I think I should add procrastination as one of my traits.


2 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

self-awareness is a quality i admire! one of the most important ones, too. keep up the good work. :)

Saturday, September 11, 2004 1:34:00 AM

 
Anonymous Anonymous said...

even though acting on it is the hard part. :(

Saturday, September 11, 2004 1:36:00 AM

 

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