So if you live your life in a three piece suit,
In a cocktail dress, or combat boots
You pick your path and you walk your truth
And the world will come round to you.

Pop the cork, a champagne glass
Raise to the future, drink to the past
Thank the Lord for the friends he cast,
In the play he wrote for you.

Friday, September 24, 2004

need an outlet...like really...

i'm just stressed because it feels like i've done NOTHING.

i'm worried. WHY. because i have nothing to show. i've done some reading and everything but my mind is always side-tracked. even now when i'm starting to blog, i should be working on my compilers lab...

i'm confused. i thought i had a general idea but now i'm just confused and a part of me is thinking i should just go to bed. another part is saying that i've done zip squat today and i should continue.

i don't know...i have so many things going through my head these past few days. WHY.

i feel like hitting my head against the wall. i'm here to learn. i should work. i'm just....i don't want to. this is terrible.

things i know i need to do:
soft eng assignment
compilers lab
design proposal
dist sys lab

AUGH.

how much can i get done? ASAP....need..done...need...i'm stupid.

AUGH!

posted by BBN at 2:42 AM

3 Comments:

Blogger Xeonus said...

Now now... Take a deep breath AND stop thinking (or Relax)! It's extra tough for many of us school returnees because it's a completely different way of life that we're not completely used to yet. Just need some time to settle down, do our best, let ourselves naturally nod our heads (no, not bang our heads) to the right freqency and hit the "zone" again. Everything else is noise! One task at a time, don't look further than that! And I'm sure you can do it! You've all all the tools (no, the wall is not for head banging). Believe in yourself (and comment on my blog one of these days)!

Saturday, September 25, 2004 5:21:00 PM

 
Blogger meredi said...

hun, I hear ya, I totally hear ya. I've been SO DISTRACTED lately... and I'm not ready to give up my old way of life. I haven't done a quarter of the things I should have by now.

just know that you're not the only one feeling stressed, not the only one who wants to bang her head.

let's be ece343 buddies from now on, k? it was nice to see you on wed :)

Sunday, September 26, 2004 11:35:00 PM

 
Blogger BBN said...

hehe xeo! i commented! ;) you party animal, you!


lol....mer....i miss you SO much. ugggghhh!!!

why are you not in all my other classes!? where have been all my life?!

Monday, September 27, 2004 10:55:00 PM

 

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