Yes, I should be working but I wanted to blog for a second first because i think i need an outlet. Nothing has really been going well in the past few days and i'm just so mentally drained that i don't want to do anything. Some of you already know what i've been up to so suffice it to say that in general, I think it was all a failed attempt and I know I shouldn't let failure get in my way. It should motivate me to do more and do better but right now i just don't want to. And it's terrible because i just don't feel that way and *sigh* i just need to deal with disappointment better.

Heaped on top of all this is me wanting to see my bf this weekend but not being able to not only do we both have a crapload to do but also, the marathon through toronto is blocking up traffic like nobody's business. In the time it should take me to get to Hamilton, I ended up 2 blocks away from my house. nargh. :(

Oh well...good news is that thanks to a friend of mine, i now have the blink182 song i've been looking for for a while (never knew who the artist was when i heard it).

I'm actually really really thankful for my family and friends, esp. over the past week. :) You all know who you are! Thanks, guys. Seriously :)