you know when you get to that point and they say it can't get any worse?

hahahahahahahaa.....hardware marks are up. *sigh*

just out of curiosity...to work in the engineering realm...is a degree really that much of an asset?

*sigh*

--- dangerously walking the line.

welp...that was an unsuccessful night of studying....

*hangs head*

*sigh* my village called. their idiot is missing.

GAUGH!

my brother ate my yogurt!

and yes, he was lying on the couch and i was plopping it into his mouth. quiet.

*sigh*

oh and btw? for all those reading this (haha great as to how no one has the url to this blog and yet i keep posting for my own twisted amusement, no?) ....if i don't fail out....i can take a little 16 month internship. course, not down to california or the states like some very smart people (*glares*)....(er...better, not bitter?)....but hey...i can still be er...cool...uhmm..yes?

HAH! and they all thought i had a pr0n server running...how wrong they were! ....or WERE they..*grin*

er...yes. yes they were. *sigh* =)

well....it's been a slightly busy week what with coming back from reading week to get a midterm....and then another midterm yesterday...both of which were hardly stellar...(argh!)..

course, it's great to get back tests and find out that oh wait...there is a chance that i can still successfully fail out of this university while actually trying to do well!

AUGGHH!!! *sigh*...save me?

and so there i am...tired and everything....can't..open..eyes..in..morning...narrr....

was nice and tired in the ONE class (well, i had a tutorial and 3.5 hour lab too so NYAH!) I had today as well. i think the whole me skipping out on meals wasn't the best idea this week....yay for vending machines? *hangs head* i need food.

all in all? skool is ....*hangs head* never you mind. *sigh* failing isn't necessarily a bad thing, is it?

schedule for next week?
monday: cry and cram?
tuesday: yay midterm! (*sigh*)
wednesday: lab demo (crud.) and computational assignment (hahahaahahahaaa....kill me now)
thursday: IRON RING!! (oh wait...that's.....not for me.) .....
friday: yay. another hard(ware) lab. (half)pun intended. (yarrr....)
sunday: i have an assignment due, don't i. *hangs head*

AUUUGGGHH!!! i QUIT!

.............can i have a job? i want $50k too!!!

on my third cup of tea...and half the house is still up studying.............*sigh*

i'm screwed, aren't i.

no...wanna...study....

yay for failing?

*jumps up...HIGH FIVE!!!!*

..........oh.

welp...half the house has just made tea...and justin has completely turned me off using the kettle. *sigh* damned chem eng! haha er...now....to join efforts with jo and make a nice little dill salad...

er...is dill actually poisonous raw?

zah?

(yes, i might just be that gullible.)

hahaha i'm doooomed....doooomed to fail.....hahahahahahaa....

*sigh* yes. it's gotten to that. and the great news? i just lost the blog i was writing because i thought hey!!! ups cookie control on firewall and bing...er...why can't i log into blogger?...........oh.

moreover, yes, i still do hear gas hissing somewhere in my room....not that it could be my hearing...no. of course not. *hangs head*

.....as for right now...i'm thinking....tea. why? because i already finished with my XL coffee (yay for second cup coffee vouchers? i think yes.)...

--- and they say our society has lost its finesse.

*sigh* so much for me writing on attitude...

blah....i guess i've been having a pretty bad day overall and now i get to go and study for another midterm...YAY. narrrr.....moreover, i'm still rather peeved at myself for not being as uppity or whatnot today. got some rather upsetting news today...and i know that some people made some comments that i normally would have just laughed off and given them some unwitty, but cheerfully playful commentary to (as is the usual case).....course, I guess i just didn't need that today and i know a couple realized this on their own and others had to have me make it blatantly obvious....

well, okay, not quite so harshly but still....i mean...if it ever gets to the point where they have to apologize or say they're kidding, i probably look pretty mad or pretty hurt, right?

blah. so....didn't quite like that. i'm not supposed to be depressed and standoffish! especially to people that have known me for a while.....narrr....never quite liked being like that......

*sigh*

i guess...now...onto the rest of the midterms....yarrr....

people don't change.

they grow old.

and they learn...........that change is good.

or they die young.

THE LONGER I LIVE, THE MORE I REALIZE THE IMPACT OF ATTITUDE ON LIFE. ATTITUDE, TO ME, IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN FACTS. IT IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN THE PAST, THAN EDUCATION, THAN MONEY, THAN CIRCUMSTANCES, THAN FAILURES, THAN SUCCESSES, THAN WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK OR SAY OR DO. IT IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN APPEARANCE, GIFTEDNESS, OR SKILL. IT WILL MAKE OR BREAK A COMPANY...A SKOOL...A HOME. THE REMARKABLE THING IS THAT WE HAVE A CHOICE EVERYDAY REGARDING THE ATTITUDE WE WILL EMBRACE FOR THAT DAY. WE CANNOT CHANGE OUR PAST...WE CANNOT CHANGE THE FACT THAT PEOPLE WILL ACT IN A CERTAIN WAY. WE CANNOT CHANGE THE INEVITABLE. THE ONLY THING WE CAN DO IS PLAY ON THE ONE STRING WE HAVE, AND THAT IS OUR ATTITUDE. I AM CONVINCED THAT LIFE IS 10% WHAT HAPPENS TO ME AND 90% HOW I REACT TO IT. AND SO IT IS WITH YOU...WE ARE IN CHARGE OF OUR ATTITUDES.

-Charles Swindol.
(that's right...i don't come up with this..!)