Currently working in MUSC and I thought I would share my song of the hour :)

I swear that I can go on forever again
Please let me know that my one bad day will end
I will go down as your lover, your friend
Give me your lips and with one kiss we begin
Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I'm lost without you

I'll leave my room open till sunrise for you
I'll keep my eyes patiently focused on you
Where are you now I can hear footsteps I'm dreaming
And if you will, keep me from waking to believe this

Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I'm lost without you

--- Blink 182, "Lost Without You"

Calling all software developers (courtesy of another geek ;) ):

Shooting yourself in the foot...

Courtesy of my muse:
http://www.stud.ntnu.no/~alexann/

Yes, I should be working but I wanted to blog for a second first because i think i need an outlet. Nothing has really been going well in the past few days and i'm just so mentally drained that i don't want to do anything. Some of you already know what i've been up to so suffice it to say that in general, I think it was all a failed attempt and I know I shouldn't let failure get in my way. It should motivate me to do more and do better but right now i just don't want to. And it's terrible because i just don't feel that way and *sigh* i just need to deal with disappointment better.

Heaped on top of all this is me wanting to see my bf this weekend but not being able to not only do we both have a crapload to do but also, the marathon through toronto is blocking up traffic like nobody's business. In the time it should take me to get to Hamilton, I ended up 2 blocks away from my house. nargh. :(

Oh well...good news is that thanks to a friend of mine, i now have the blink182 song i've been looking for for a while (never knew who the artist was when i heard it).

I'm actually really really thankful for my family and friends, esp. over the past week. :) You all know who you are! Thanks, guys. Seriously :)

Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

(I miss you, I miss you)
(I miss you, I miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)

-- blink 182, "i miss you"