So if you live your life in a three piece suit,
In a cocktail dress, or combat boots
You pick your path and you walk your truth
And the world will come round to you.

Pop the cork, a champagne glass
Raise to the future, drink to the past
Thank the Lord for the friends he cast,
In the play he wrote for you.

Friday, May 09, 2003

Wow...I just went down a quasi trip to memory lane thanks to me checking my email and looking at Ang's online photo album.

*looks at group photo*...*sigh* hey -- you know who i really haven't talked to in a while? where's WINKY!? has anyone talked to her recently?

....oy. it's almost 5:30am....should best be heading to bed, no?

Thursday, May 08, 2003

This to Loquax and KitKat.....(i'm too lazy to email) =)

when are you guys going back to BSS? can i come too?

side: are you guys going to scallywags?

tale of a young driver who's been with young drivers long enough to see 1 instructor quit, 1 instructor retire, and 2 others decide to instruct other kids....

blah. well.....today was the day.

i uh.........*sigh* suffice it to say that i walked back into MTO with a frown and my instructor looked at me, asking what happened. hahahahahahahaa.....*nervous laugh*.....course, yes, he shook my hand since i passed but oy...i was a bit shaken up. =)

--- now the proud owner of a temp G2 license.
(people, stay off the roads.)

why i love my team......

me: all right, so now what do i do?
konrad: just get set up, play around with notes, etc...we'll give you some reading later.



me: *thinks about coding.....goes to find konrad* do we use cmvc?
konrad: *tells me we don't use it and comes over to my pwa (he's in the stall across from me)*
*manager walks in*
konrad: she wants to program.
manager: already!? we'd uh....rather you got familiar with everything first.

*hangs head* =) i knew that but i just wanted to make sure that by the time i needed to do my job, i had everything i needed on my computer. =) damn my big mouth though.........my boss printed out a lot of test scenarios for me that i have to handle tmrw. dah well....looks fun! for all those who want to join in, download the v2.1 eclipse drivers and start playing.

btw, while my boss is showing me this stuff, a yelp of pain comes from the cubicle beside me: "oh my gawd! konrad! you broke the driver!"

*me and manager burst out laughing*

*sigh* way to go for having a small team with stalls all within 5m of each other, eh?

yes, my boss also came into my pwa at random because he wanted a larger resolution on my monitor. *hangs head*....mo thinks he's a cool guy. *slaps forehead*


more about today...........

went into work. was nicely humiliated at the fact that my badge didn't work at the Z-link entrance (closest to my team's location)...GAUGH! ended up getting in at the main entrance somehow. the good news is that paresh had the same problem so hey --- i can't possibly be getting fired, right?

got my computer and everything set up this morning though. i've retained all my employee info from last year so you guys know how to reach me. er....wait....extension's changed but email's the same =)

the news that seriously made my day though? i logged into notes and apparently got an email with the subject line 'YOUSA BACK!'.........*BIG grin* because yes, i know who that's from =) my main monkeys are coming back to me....aly's working in DB2, mo's in JIT, eusebius is in ID =) still no sign of till (to be said in german accent) and, sadly, shawn and anthony are back on school term so they can't join us. margaret -- per info from jon -- is coming back to toronto for the summer. *sigh* monkeys are back in town. ;)

course, mo was peeved that he got his old badge back and i got a brand new one....*smirk*....

and on that note, i hate mo because he told me last year that CSC would be fun ------ those in comp eng know just how fun this course is....*crosses arms*


U(t) IBM PEY listing (no particular order): carol, eva, vivian, paresh, peter, aaron, avery, vincent, jon, jeremy..........

my boss? hilarious man. my work-assigned buddy? one BIG bouncer dude....
=) I had lunch with both of them and apparently watched an entire conversation on my boss' failure at growing a beard evolve to communism, the old testament, and even a question-and-answer where my buddy asked 'so are you an over-achiever?'....

*hangs head*...uhm................

my boss did tell me not to commit suicide though --- is that a good thing?

one aside i wanted to add: a very big 'i hate you' to hermie for having an r31 and for being the new team lead for montreal. DAMN YOU. ;)

also, many thanks to hermie for sametiming me about me smelling whilst my boss was trying to do some stuff with my computer.....*hangs head*....*makes mental note to stay off sametime* =)



dear devoted readers, .......

=) sorry for not writing in ....GAUGH. 3 days! i've been reminded to blog by various parties (*glares*) but due to a couple of late-ish nights, haven't been able to. and thus, i come back with a vengeance to blog about the last couple days of my life.

first of all, didn't blog on tuesday night because it was my night on the town with nsci's =) i was doing laundry and getting a couple things ready for work during the day before heading out for dinner and meeting little nsci's down at the physics building around 9pm. had lots of fun! went down to a pub on queen street where apparently, most nsci's had decided to aggregate (many tables of nsci's...too many nsci's for single, little comp eng to handle...). loquax and i had deep-friend ice cream which was quite good! (my first try at this kind of dessert so stomach was fairly pleased). of course me and alice were feeling extremely neglected by meredi (haha) but nevertheless, i think they're both still going to drive their kids to soccer practice together....maybe i can join the PTA? =) i also kind of said my good-byes to loquax since she headed out to BC the next day for training (3 week crash course on japanese language and culture!). but...she'll be back in time for the norweigan king's b-day so we'll all meet again ;) will definitely have to punish the little bird who showed quax pictures of me and beer....and i still owe little jo another hug. why? because i want to. =)

why didn't i post that night? i wanted to but i did get back a tad late and had to wake up early for orientation at work. and you know what stinks? they gave away prizes for people who could answer questions on their presentations at the orientation. *sigh* course, i sat at the back with my u(t) team so they couldn't really see me and i didn't get to answer questions (haha I think HR kind of wanted to give the newbies a chance too but.....*sigh*...all my hard work....for nothing!)

Monday, May 05, 2003

*hangs head*

i've been told to update my blog. =) (btw, damn you.) =)

hence, here i am. but what to say?

<--girly-mode-->
i went shopping today!
for those of you who know how much shopping i do with other people (that's to say, next to none)...haha i actually went around to different shops and bought stuff! it was cool....apparently stores have these racks and stuff with clothes on them and ...hmm.....i need to get out more.

actually, the bulk of my purchase was made at the u of t bookstore for a hoodie that i'm thinking of returning because it's too big (never tried it on there)...plus, i've grown very fond of my skule hoodie and don't feel the need to share in the u(t) pride with artsci's just yet ;)
<--/girly-mode-->

=) on an aside, BIG thank you to Jo for her little "surprise" she left me =) haha oh man.....those pictures will never see the light of day! promise me! =)

*sigh* my housemates are cool. ;)

Ooops. That meeting wasn't for the associate chair...worse yet, i sent him an email saying I would come back to find him after his departmental meeting. He thought *I* had a meeting! *sigh*

way to go for good communication on my part and him not being in his office at that time....*hangs head*

all in all, good news! Security system has been installed. I stood there with them when they put up temp signs. Me and another admin officer analyzed the conditions in the room (82 desks, 50 chairs + 2 that aren't even ours, graffiti, etc.)...

HUUZZAAAHH!!! at least a significant part of what needed to be done has been done....

now for the bad news...i think i just brought on more work to our ECE Club execs as the dept is thinking about having us man the room. hmm.....well i guess i'll let them know what the dept says and we'll talk on what has to be done, what can be done, and who will pay for what since we won't have a huge budget for people coming in next year =(

and now....i've had enough of skule.

a couple more administrative things and i'm gone! (yeah..yeah i know...knowing me, i'll probably be back) =)

i think i need to get a life.

oohhhh...disney songs!


I've been stood up.

*sigh* I supposedly have a meeting this morning at 10am and what happens? The associate chair of ECE has another meeting from 9:30-10:30! GAUGH!

*hangs head*

a friend just sent me: LONER AND FREAKY-KID!
ps, by request from a rival skool, the 'friends' skools' list now reads
PCA, BSS, SCS, Branksome, Crescent, UCC, HTS, BVG, EH, Havergal, Shad...

GAUGH!

that's the LAST time i give out this URL!

............btw, haha you're insane. the whole lot of you.

I've already had various people comment on my excessively long blog....haha *sigh*....thanks guys. you're the best. i had no idea readership was up that much. =)

and yes, meesh gets a treat =)

Sunday, May 04, 2003

i just read my last blog.

good lord, that was fragmented. my apologies at being rather incoherent or wavering as i wrote as i started and stopped at numerous points over the past 48 hours.

another good question --- do people change and should people change.

i've been wondering this for quite some time as well. i'm lost in the fray.