i think i need to take the hint. hmm....

thomas (disbelieving my reliance on the internet):
yo
you're not actually that young, eh! There was *gasp* actually a time in your life when the Internet didn't exist!
and you didn't wander around all day thinking "gosh I'm all Internet deprived"
it is possible to live you know :D

damn boys.

thomas (in response to me talking about bringing a laptop around with me):
haha
it sounds like you should bring it just in case
I don't want to be responsible for some weird case of internet-deprived madness :D

i just realized something very revealing about my social life....................er.......i wrote this wholly not realizing exactly HOW much time i spend in front of a computer.....then i relapsed....and uhmm...hmm....i need a life.

me (to thomas):
no internet!?!?!?

uh.........how did you survive?!

haha what did you do at nights and during the days then!?

stress...stress...more stress.........and........bOoM......*thud*

a few personal things and a rather hefty week ahead of me......oy. it's 1:26am and i wish i could say that there was a lot of work behind me but.....*sigh*...one bit at a time....

i'm hoping i can make it past thursday....better yet, after May 8th......

all in all, i suddenly felt a tad nostalgic. how did i even get here after high skool? haha I honestly don't think i ever saw myself here so...i guess it's not much to say about any 5 or 10-year plan i could offer...lots of things have changed, haven't they? mind you, half the blog links i have are high skool friends. but....the way we were taught? hmm....it was a little bit pro-girl and a little bit on the verge of 'you can do anything you want'. and yet here i am thinking 'please please please let me PASS!'.

hmph....i don't know where i'll be in 5 years (i would prefer to say i'm OUT of undergrad by then though)......hmm...i wonder what decisions i make now will set me there. =) you can tell i just set out in a deep mood, huh?

the good news? well........it's back to root locus.....estimated sleep time...er...2:30am? i stupidly napped this afternoon so i'm still wide awake...but i would really like to make it to a 9AM so haha save ME. =)

--- kudos to those that have read thus far.