I really should have posted this yesterday but....would really like to extend a thank you to mer, meesh, bop, and monty for cheering me up yesterday....as always, you guys rock. ;)

some good news on the side though? my mamma mia tickets came in the mail yesterday! YAY! =)

and now.....to start yet another day.... (*fist in air*) =)

*sigh* had an incredibly bad day today for various reasons and now i just have a lot on my mind once again.......self esteem's plummeted and everything i once might have valued as a character trait is just...gone. my friends think i'm a workaholic when i'm not (and get nothing done to show for it)....tons of things in limbo.....

need prayer. oy, really need a dose of that.

one to another
do you remember me
i feel so small
are you listening tonight


so temporary
the things that i have seen
i ran so far
will you take me back again


entertaining angels
by the light of my t.v. screen
24-7 you wait for me


entertaining angels
by the time i fall to my knees
host of heaven, sing over me


one to another
the feelings in between
i won't let go
of all you taught me - alright


close as a brother
the way we used to be
i'll hold my breath
and i'll wait for you to breath


entertaining angels
by the light of my t.v. screen
24-7 you wait for me


entertaining angels
while the night becomes history
host of heaven, sing over me.

--- newsboys, "entertaining angels"

currently a member of future blue web & comm and activities team. hrmm...now...as for the social night i was supposed to plan....uh....*hangs head* note to self: find out what you're volunteering for before you raise your hand.

*hangs head* poor souls.

best way to catch a bug........scotch tape it down until you can find a tissue.

*sigh*

no, don't ask.

don't be with someone you can live with,
be with someone you can't live without.

--- oddly enough, one of the best lessons i've taken from skool...

er....i got mail from CCO...apparently i'm a CCO pension plan member (from when i worked for them at TSRCC)....uh...they want me to migrate it over to the HOOPP (hospitals of ontario pension plan)...

hmm...*taps nose*

think they give away free ice cream?

for those who wanted a blogging here....*hangs head*...see, i wrote a really long blog and ....it got erased. UGH! i lie to you not!

iow, there is no update for last week =( but i can give you an abridged version!

monday: did parser.
tuesday: was told that i was too eager. then had a code review and was told i sucked.
wednesday: future blue day! very cool teammates --- was dragged through the grass for the obstacle race though since we were all tied together and i tripped on the hoola hoop that the guy in front of me accidentally kicked up. nargh! excerpt from networking workshop though....
presenter: girls usually have to work harder at networking since they don't do as many things like guys do. they don't go golfing together or they don't go and have a beer after work with the guys.....
paresh: cherie does!
me: *hangs head*.....shut up..!!!
*small crowd around us laughs*...............*sigh*
thursday: all bugs i wanted to work on were vetoed. assigned to new bugs.
friday: lunch with guy i picked up at motorola (*wink*....haha) and er....yeah i think i worked on bugs again =)
saturday: went to the bank....uhmm.....can i have a bond? attempted blading too --- hah. please note the 'attempted'.
sunday: asked loquax if she would go out with me....was brutally rejected. haha hey tgo, fight you for her? ;) (kidding!!!!)
monday: timmies....timmies...more timmies....and......hrmm....sugar...coffee...was there anything i missed?